tHe s@Lty cOffeee..

He met her on a party, she was so outstanding, many guys chasing after her,while he was so normal, nobody paid attention to him. At the end of the party, he invited her to have coffee with him, she was surprised, but due to politeness, she promised. They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too nervous to say anything, she felt uncomfortable, she thought, please, let me back home. Suddenly he asked the waiter: would you please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in my coffee.


Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face turned red, but, still, he put the salt in his coffee and drank it. She asked him curiously: why you have this hobby? He replied: when I was a little boy, I was living near the sea, I like playing in the sea, I could felt the taste of the sea, salty and bite, just like the taste of the salty coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee, I will think of my childhood, think of my hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I miss my parents who still living there. Saying that, tears filled his eyes. She was deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from the bottom of his heart.


"A man who can tell out his homesick, he must be a man loves home, cares about home, has responsibility of home," she thought. Then she also started to talk, talked about her faraway hometown, her childhood, her family. That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful beginning of their story. They continue to date. She found actually he was a man who meets all her demands: he was tolerance, kind hearted, warm, careful...he was such a good guy but she almost missed him! Thanks to his salty coffee!
Then the story was just like every beautiful love story: the princess married to the prince, then they were living the happy life...And, every time she made coffee for him, she put some salt in the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked.
After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter which said: "My dearest, please forgive me, forgive my whole life lie. This was the only lie I said to you, the salty coffee. Remember the first time we dated? I was so nervous at that time, actually I wanted some sugar, but I said salt. It's hard for me to change so I just go ahead. I never thought that could be the start of our communication! I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life, but I was too afraid to do that, as I have promised not to lie to you for anything..Now I'm dying, I afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth: I don't like the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste..but I have the salty coffee for my whole life since I knew you, I never feel sorry for anything I do for you. Having you with me is my biggest happiness for my whole life. 


If I can live for the second time, I still want to know you and have you as my whole life wife, even though I have to drink the salty coffee again." 


Her tears made the letter totally wet. Someday, someone asked her: What's the taste of salty coffee?
It's sweet. She replied.

I h@te eVeryThing aBout yOu, But i Love You.!

I hate everything about you!

I hate that you try to hide the relationship with you friends from me

I hate the wrong you've done to me, and act like it never happened

I hate the way you look at me sometimes, that blank look of why?

But I love you!

I hate that I'm here and they're there, and its like you not here

I hate that I know I will always be there, and you here when you want to be

I hate that I love you so much, and feel like you like me

But I love you!

I hate that Ive done so much for you, and I'm still here after everything you've done

I hate that you forgot about all that was done like it never happened while I'm still here wondering if it'll happen again.

I hate that you put the blame on me for your actions

But I love you!

I hate that I lost so much trust in you

I hate that you made me not trust you

I hate that I'll never know if I can trust like I used too

But I love you!

n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl.. :|

Sajan russ gaye... tutt gayi yaari... dushman ho gayi duniya saari... ki kariye hun koi nahi sunda dukhi dil da haal... n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl..

 

Sajna ditiyan dard saugatan... haunkeya de vich langh gayiyan raatan... akhiyan meet ke marni pe gayi dukh de kho vich chaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Maar javanga dukhre seh ke... rova ga hun kalla beh ke... mere naal tu sohniye ni eh chali hai chaal kamal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Jit ke main te har gayi baazi... rakhe rabb ve tainu raazi... hassdeya zindagi langh jandi je rakhda mainu naal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Pyar tere vich rogi hoya... jattan da putt jogi hoya... sapni banke larh gaye teri gutt de kaale waal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Tu ki russ gaya... duniya russ gayi... tere aun di aas vi mukk gayi... samjh ke pagal roore maaran nikke nikke baal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Chot laggi hai sajri sajri... ujar gayi hai dil di nagari... ki hoya hai ronde kyon ho loki karan sawal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Rova gi main kalli beh ke... sohneya tera naa le le ke... tere naal ral ke lekhan meri chali puthi chaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Kise te kahnu shikwe kariye... vichaar ke jeen to changa hai arriye... aa sheene naal lagg ke maariye... loki den mishaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Sajna enjh de jaadoo challe, ho gaye doven kalle kalle... bedarda mainu neend nahi aundi langh gaye ne kayi saal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Maar javanga dukhre seh ke... rova ga hun kalla beh ke... mere naal tu sohniye ni eh chali hai chaal kamal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Jit ke main te har gayi baazi... rakhe rabb ve tainu raazi... hassdeya zindagi langh jandi je rakhda mainu naal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Sajan russ gaye... tutt gayi yaari... dushman ho gayi duniya saari... ki kariye hun koi nahi sunda dukhi dil da haal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...
Sajna ditiyan dard saugatan... haunkeya de vich langh gayiyan raatan... akhiyan meet ke marni pe gayi dukh de kho vich chaal...
n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl..

Painful lOve

i gave and i tried
i gave u all i could give you
but it was all useless
u never saw me the way i wanted u to see me
but the pain tht i feel when i see you with her kills me inside
its like i can actually FEEL my heart break inside
the worst part is that i dont want to let you go
i still think your special to me
and im still am not used to the aching of my heart
bc somewhere deep in my heart i know it will never be
i wish i was like her
ive tried to be like her
but thats just not me
i dont know what i have to do to get u to see me for wat i am
id rather be with u than with anyone else
and i feel like im just doing everything wrong
 tht we r so close but yet so far away
and tht maybe my efforts r useless and tht im pushing u farther away from me
but i wish u could realize my efforts bc even though im tired
i dont want to give up
       no
not on you

Why does this always happen to me

My storys might not be as bad as some peoples on here but it is bad enough to make me cry myself to sleep sometimesmy mum and dad are divorced i used to wait for hours upon hours waiting to be picked up by my dad and sometimes he never came he didnt get in touch for weeks sometimes months he has changed a bit now as he is now paying benifts.but i have only started realising how much pain he has given my mother, another thing is he is 40 and he dates 25 year olds sometimes younger but he is now dating one with a kid and if he mistreats her there is a young child involved aswell.and lately me any mother havent stopped arguing me and my big brother have big and proper fist fights sometimes i wanna get away from it all.at school there is this lad who is 2 years older than me and he harrases me like feels me up and he brags about it to his mates and to me and he wont stop i have tried ignoring him but he always finds his way back around i have also tried telling a teacher too but they said that they couldnt do anything any advice?

iN @ nUT sHELL ;

I am 48 years old, 2 divorces, 2 children and 1 grandchild.
He is 52 years old, 1 divorce and 2 daughters.
We met on match 2 and a half years ago.
We had a very nice relationship until my children and grandchild (girl 29 and boy 27 and grandchild 7) came back from Brazil last year.
I saw him distancing from me and then last month he pushed me so hard that in a moment of rage I broke up with him over the phone.
On the next day, I went to his place, apologized and said that I didn’t want to break up.
Too late, he had his mind made up and in a very cold way put an end to our relationship.
He claimed that I didn’t have as much time for him anymore and that we are just too different.
I am crushed! I had planned to spend the rest of my life with this man.
Am I crazy?
Did I choose the wrong man again?
Is he ever going to come back to his senses?
If he does, should I try again?

sToRy oF a brOkEn hEart

When I was 31, I fell unexpectedly and madly in love with him. It was a whirlwind romance and after 6 months he wanted me to move in with him. I resisted – it would have required me to change my whole life to suit his life. He had a young son from a previous marriage and was unable to move between us, so I had to do the moving. After 3 years, I finally moved in with him and his son, who was with us part-time.

I was devoted and in love. Although we had our issues, the sex was good and our life was on it’s way. About 6 years into the relationship, we decided to celebrate our commitment with a marriage-style commitment ceremony. We wrote our vows and I asked that he do only one thing for me – promise to tell me if he ever fell in love with someone else. I promised that if I ever had to let him go, I would do so with love. I just never thought it would actually happen.

One day, to my horror, I found out that he was corresponding with a 17-year old foreign girl he had met on a trip! I was devastated. He was 53 at the time. I was 42. I found emails where he told her to go to the consulate and get her papers to leave. There were notes of what they would name their children and all. I just couldn’t believe it. I finally confronted him and told him if he left to see her again that he would be doing so for good. He didn’t leave.

Days later I told him to go to her. I felt it was the only way to have the younger-woman spell broken. He got on a plane and left to be with her for 2 weeks. I was a mess. I didn’t eat or sleep and felt like my life was over.

He came home to explain that she was too young and only wanted his money. I thought, okay, he has seen the light. So we went on with our lives and planned a summer vacation, but things were rocky. I remember so clearly that one day after a hike to a beautiful lake, he asked me to take his picture. I grabbed the camera and looked at him and said “I’m not your girl am I?” He replied in a stark, honest moment, “No.”

I knew it was over. I walked behind him back to camp and felt about as lonely as one could ever feel.

Two days later I discovered another email where he told her he was coming soon to marry her. I confronted him and said, ” If you love her go”. He went home and I flew to a friend’s house in another state. The morning I left to fly away I stopped him and looked at him in the face and told him that “I always loved him and that he would never see me again.”

I never did. He flew to our home, packed his things, and flew to her and married her. I came home to a gutted house and a small check for rent and stuff. I thought I would die.

I was left with our home (that I paid for). Him and his son, whom I cared for for 8 years, were simply gone. I laid on the couch in tears for 2 solid months. I lost 30 pounds. I was devastated. I finally got myself up and got a job – I had to. But every day at lunch I would leave to go cry. There was no day or night I didn’t end up in tears. I finally had to sell the house. I was 42 years old. Honestly, I thought I would just die of grief.

What I have to say now is that I am over it! It’s behind me and has been for about a year. I cannot believe I can say this, but it’s true. He is still married to the girl and has a young son with her. I hear about them from folks I run into on occassion and I can say, “I hope he’s happy.”

I hope something came from the blowing up of our lives. I am well. I have moved, date a lot, look better than I ever did and have gotten on with it. So, if anyone thinks they won’t survive or that they are too old to get back out there I say STOP IT! It’s not true. I lost a husband, a son, a house, my job -my life, and I survived. I am not stronger than anyone else – it’s just that time got me out of it. I hope this helps you all see there is life after your ex – I promise. Just put one foot in front of the other every day. Just take one day at a time.