I h@te YoU, bUt I lOvE yOu : Part-II

  I hate that you have become a different person

I hate that I sit here and think if I should stay

I hate that you put that on me

But I love you!

I hate that you screwed me once

I hate that you screwed me twice

I hate that I am the one hurting for what you did

But I love you!

I hate that I've cried myself to sleep every night

I hate that all I do is think about you

I hate that I would take you back in a heart beat if you let me

But I love you!

I hate so much about you, but I love you. I think I'm still in love with who you used to be 

and 

have hope that one day that wonderful girl might come back. I hate that I'm still here with 

you wondering if I'll get you back or if I'll just have to suck it up and deal with the way I 

feel forever. 

I feel as though the person I once knew and loved is no longer there inside, its just there 

presence in front of me that I still love. I wish i knew what to do. My heart is torn in two 

directions. Once says stay because your love for her will never go and the other says 

leave and heal and love will find you again. 

I hate you! But I really do Love You!

I h@te eVeryThing aBout yOu, But i Love You.!

I hate everything about you!

I hate that you try to hide the relationship with you friends from me

I hate the wrong you've done to me, and act like it never happened

I hate the way you look at me sometimes, that blank look of why?

But I love you!

I hate that I'm here and they're there, and its like you not here

I hate that I know I will always be there, and you here when you want to be

I hate that I love you so much, and feel like you like me

But I love you!

I hate that Ive done so much for you, and I'm still here after everything you've done

I hate that you forgot about all that was done like it never happened while I'm still here wondering if it'll happen again.

I hate that you put the blame on me for your actions

But I love you!

I hate that I lost so much trust in you

I hate that you made me not trust you

I hate that I'll never know if I can trust like I used too

But I love you!

n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl.. :|

Sajan russ gaye... tutt gayi yaari... dushman ho gayi duniya saari... ki kariye hun koi nahi sunda dukhi dil da haal... n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl..

 

Sajna ditiyan dard saugatan... haunkeya de vich langh gayiyan raatan... akhiyan meet ke marni pe gayi dukh de kho vich chaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Maar javanga dukhre seh ke... rova ga hun kalla beh ke... mere naal tu sohniye ni eh chali hai chaal kamal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Jit ke main te har gayi baazi... rakhe rabb ve tainu raazi... hassdeya zindagi langh jandi je rakhda mainu naal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Pyar tere vich rogi hoya... jattan da putt jogi hoya... sapni banke larh gaye teri gutt de kaale waal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Tu ki russ gaya... duniya russ gayi... tere aun di aas vi mukk gayi... samjh ke pagal roore maaran nikke nikke baal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Chot laggi hai sajri sajri... ujar gayi hai dil di nagari... ki hoya hai ronde kyon ho loki karan sawal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Rova gi main kalli beh ke... sohneya tera naa le le ke... tere naal ral ke lekhan meri chali puthi chaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Kise te kahnu shikwe kariye... vichaar ke jeen to changa hai arriye... aa sheene naal lagg ke maariye... loki den mishaal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Sajna enjh de jaadoo challe, ho gaye doven kalle kalle... bedarda mainu neend nahi aundi langh gaye ne kayi saal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Maar javanga dukhre seh ke... rova ga hun kalla beh ke... mere naal tu sohniye ni eh chali hai chaal kamal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Jit ke main te har gayi baazi... rakhe rabb ve tainu raazi... hassdeya zindagi langh jandi je rakhda mainu naal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...

Sajan russ gaye... tutt gayi yaari... dushman ho gayi duniya saari... ki kariye hun koi nahi sunda dukhi dil da haal... naseeb sade likhe rabb ne kachi pencil naal...
Sajna ditiyan dard saugatan... haunkeya de vich langh gayiyan raatan... akhiyan meet ke marni pe gayi dukh de kho vich chaal...
n@sEeB sAaDe lIkhe RABB nE Kachi pEncil naAl..

Painful lOve

i gave and i tried
i gave u all i could give you
but it was all useless
u never saw me the way i wanted u to see me
but the pain tht i feel when i see you with her kills me inside
its like i can actually FEEL my heart break inside
the worst part is that i dont want to let you go
i still think your special to me
and im still am not used to the aching of my heart
bc somewhere deep in my heart i know it will never be
i wish i was like her
ive tried to be like her
but thats just not me
i dont know what i have to do to get u to see me for wat i am
id rather be with u than with anyone else
and i feel like im just doing everything wrong
 tht we r so close but yet so far away
and tht maybe my efforts r useless and tht im pushing u farther away from me
but i wish u could realize my efforts bc even though im tired
i dont want to give up
       no
not on you